MEME: Each time a woman stands up for herself ... she stands up for all women"//doctor appointments

"Each time a woman stands up for herself, without knowing it, without claiming it, she stands up for all women."  Maya Angelou 





 





 

 







 

 

 

 

 
cancelled dinner out and jacuzzi and a movie last week and pushed it onto this week.  didn't call back yet, but can't go this week either.  i have a temperature and had to take bronchitis medicine to get through this "cold".  rn wanted me to take antibiotics.  americans are so big on that.  i'm allergic to most antibiotics.  saw the doctor.  he says ketakonozole can cause heart damage and make a person (a mammal we use it for animals too) heart stop beating.  he also thinks its what is causing my hemoglobin to drop.  i'm pretty weak.  ugh!  

saw the Gastroenterologist (Stomach Doctor) as well.  super nice, but he wants me to have more tests.  i keep saying, why not another prick test for hemoglobin instead of everyone getting like this.  but today i feel awful, so maybe they are right.  i keep thinking well, i guess this is it.  this is the end.  amazing.  i take ketakonozole once per week he said since march.  he prefers something else.  this is from before that anyway - he says it will take 18 months to see the result and that is AFTER the medicine works.  wow.  didn't know that.  he found my blood from last year and my hemoglobin was border line low then.  i still think its statins side effect doing all of this and i'm off of statins now -- and they think its something else.  they said the doctor went ahead with the statins fearing heart attack and viewed statin drugs as the less of two evils.   trying to stop heart attack was more important.  not sure, since statins cause so many other things!  including making your eyes grow cataracts.  wth?   my blood pressure is high just before my second pill and that is part of the reason i'm so dizzy.    

everything hurts right now.  its rainy and the rain does that anyway.  i'm reading the history of ice cream.  its just my speed at the moment.  enjoying it.  and half way through something blue by emily giffin.  she writes really well - she was an amateur writer who then went to law school and then went back to writing.  she's good though.  not boring and not text-bookish.  she's relateable.  makes you think back and be like, wow, so superficial, and know you are superficial, but you won't be any other way until you live it.  i wasn't ready for an adventure vacation or a missionary vacation at 30 - i travelled all the time in my teens and twenties, but just package trips (i still love those - all planned out and all you do is GO.  no thinking or planning needed.  flip through a catalog and choose the ones you like).  then eventually the study abroad thing and that is as far as i got with danger and adventure.  lol.  

i would be up to that now though.  you go at your own pace. socialism should stop a lot of superficiality for all young people, so would mandatory military for both sexes.  the rest is probably immaturity at that age?  just guessing.  you are healthy and you want to enjoy yourself.  as long as you aren't criminal, i really don't see anything wrong.  if you are evil or criminal then of course, execution is the answer.  lol.  serious though.  

d had real bleeding (coughing up blood) and was supposed to go for an Esophagogastroduodenoscopy (also spelled oesophagogastroduodenoscopy) or panendoscopy is a diagnostic endoscopic procedure that visualizes the upper part of the gastrointestinal tract up to the duodenum.   It is considered a minimally invasive procedure since it does not require an incision into one of the major body cavities and does not require any significant recovery after the procedure (unless sedation or anesthesia has been used).

However, a sore throat is common.  d had so much anxiety over it he said they cancelled on him.  he has never had surgery and they wanted to put him under.  just noticed today he is going grey and he is like 43 i think.  its funny he has a dui and is under stress from that but the bleeding in his throat has stopped?  wonder what it was?  i don't have that.  i just have low hemoglobin.  dizzy a lot today.  everything hurts.   

 
 

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LivingWater
LivingWater

Very good. Just like \"if one man is not free, no one is free.\"
annieheart
annieheart

My sister would love this quote
38lbs
38lbs

that should say heart stop beating. i will fix it later.