Memory

I haven't written for along time but decided to on this Memorial Day, it has been almost eight months since Lance died from suicide and things are getting better but at times it is still very hard.  We went out to his grave on Saturday and it is still hard to read his name on a head stone when he should be reading my name and bringing flowers to my grave.  I just hope some day I can forgive him for what he did.  He has hurt so many people and his two children will now grow up without a father.  Hope you are all doing well and God bless.