Meltdown 3 of the day

Just spent 15 minutes with a major update for all of you, however my computer decided to do its own update so I lost everything which lead to the third time crying today. At this point all I have to say is 'Today SUCKS'!!! Thankfully it is over because I refuse to experience one more minute awake in this downward spiral. I pray tomorrow is better and that my body adjusts to these hormones because they are kicking my butt and I'm not sure how hormones play into an insanity plea.  Hopefully, I will be able to fill you in tomorrow with the craziness of my life.