melissa must go down
so this bites! my sister is such a pompas ass! because i had my episode. (my dad oppened his big fat mouth) my 13 neice is not to be alone with me. my neice is in az 10 min from me at my dads. she is causing problems there ie delating contaacts from stepmoms phone just doing her own thing that doesnt belong to her. There is alot more to it too. she was supposed to paint a pic ofor my dad. KeriI is talented she was going to paint a pic of my dad but thats not going to happen. if any one opens our month and puts my sister in her place she wont ever let my neices or nephews stay out here with us. those are her conditions. pig headed! she was suposed to stay through end of the month but my sister is paying to having her sent home:(Thing is i love my neice soooooo muchshe reminds me of me and looks just like my mom. will i ever see her again? i had to explain to her that i am bp . she asked me if i can control it and i replied no hunny i really cant. my aunt told me to let her know that even tho i go ballistic sometimes that i would never, ever hurt her. My sister refuses to under stand me. her husband is a sergent and wont let her. he actually when i was just 15 and running around my streets first diagnosed put hand cuffs on me and brought me to the ward. I HATE HIM AND MY SIS FOR WHAT THEY DO TO ME! she is no longer my sister. she is someone i grew up with. ive severed ties. i will never go back to ca my whole family there ridicles me. and says"michelle is just going crazy again." if i didnt have enough stress already this just compounds it. stress is what triggers me. please pray that i dont get to stressed(i m only supposed to work pt and i have to wrk full time cuz they need a hostess. keeps me busy and gets my mind off this grieving process of my mom.maybe by God'd grace it will work itself out. i will spend as much time with kerri as humanly possibe as she leaves on sunday am.ok so enjoy your day i will try to enjoy mine.
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