Meds and Sleep...or lack thereoff

I know it's generally not advisable to take more then the prescribed amount of meds...but I was just so desperate for sleep and given the crap day I had I figured one extra clonazepam wouldn't hurt and at least get me through the night.  Not so much luck.  I was awake before 1am....wide awake...so yeah I did something else I shouldn't have done...took 2mg of ativan hoping it would be enough to get me back to sleep.  Nope.  Nadda.  It's 2am now, I'm more awake then ever...and I'm frustrated and depressed...and just feel like saying the hell with it and taking the whole freaking bottle.  I'm not going to.  No worries there.  I'm just really not happy with things right now....and I can't wait until it's normal daytime business hours so I can talk to some of my support people.  I don't know what to do.  I really don't want to end up in hospital...but I feel like it might be what I need to get me safely outta this funk.  I just don't want to.  I honestly don't know if it would do any good.  I just know something needs to change and I dunno what or how.  Sorry if it sounds like I'm complaining....I am just trying to figure things out....and pass some time until I can talk to either my psychiatrist or psychologist....or well...anyone that can knock some sense into me for that matter.  I really don't know why I'm doing what I'm doing these days.