meds and foreclosure

I am having a hard time understanding the hurry up and wait with getting started on Rebif,I'm flustrated that I found someone who was starting the same time as me and now I'm getting behind. On the other hand I am thankfull for the support I recieve here not like you are run thru the mill. I could go on and on but the thing is my wife has taken no intrest in finding out anything about MS not to mention she did not make our last 5 house payments and I did'nt find out tillI was looking for papers from soc. sec. and found our foreclosure notice, like I really needed the stress of going to the mortgage company and begging for mercy than finding $2700 for the first and going out of my head trying to figure out how to fix the second mortgage another $800 or more. The whole time she is acting like nothing is wrong and it is my problem. My problem is soc. sec. said I need a payee and she is it and she had the money to pay and did'nt and than have the balls to tell me she is the only one working in this house, That may be so but I still make 3 time more than her off my disability. She must think it is great that I went from making $70000/year to $25000/year and it don't eat at me all the time, not to mention her kid who just got divorced and moved back in and don't help pay a bill one. Well I suppose I had better stop or I'll get myself worked into a frenzy so off to find the xanax bottle and a beer to boot I think