Well, I got the official report and Trevor took methadone and xanax, I heard this is a deadly combo, I think he must have known. I wonder if he did this on purpose????
As I keep telling myself, you will never know. You shouldn\'t beat yourself uo trying to figure it out. I have comfort in knowing that Darryl is no longer suffering. You should too. Just remember that he is in a better place. You are in my thoughts & prayers. Lots of hugs Pam
Was Trevor on a meth program? I worked at one for many years and many of our clients too Xanax or other benzos ...
I don\'t know what quantity of those drugs were in his system...or if he had ever given you any idea he was suicidal... Or it was just an accidental overdose...
Hugs, marylou
My son, Jeremy also overdosed on Methadone. He wasn\'t prescribed that medication so apparently he got it from someone. I\'ve heard that it\'s a drug to easily overdose with. I don\'t believe my son took too much on purpose. However, I think he was in extreme emotional turmoil & was looking for some relief. Perhaps he was just looking for some rest, never thinking he would not wake up. But like biowoman (Karen) said....whatever the cause, they are still our sons, we love & miss them. I wish you peace of mind my dear friend.
Loving hugs.....Vicki
I am so sorry... I have learned that there may always be more questions than answers. I am just so sorry you have to endure this. Keep taking baby steps. We are all thinking of you.
Those reports are so very painful to read and I know as a mother we seek answers and I believe that\'s our brain and heart trying to wrap itself around something tangible that simply is not.
Loving care to you as you ponder and know that LOVE is all that matters spoken from Teri\'s daughter, Kala, and that Trevor has never doubted for a moment your love for him nor yours for him.
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How I wish there were words of comfort I could say. I don\'t know anything about these medications. My love and prayers are with you.
Leda
As I keep telling myself, you will never know. You shouldn\'t beat yourself uo trying to figure it out. I have comfort in knowing that Darryl is no longer suffering. You should too. Just remember that he is in a better place. You are in my thoughts & prayers. Lots of hugs Pam
Was Trevor on a meth program? I worked at one for many years and many of our clients too Xanax or other benzos ...
I don\'t know what quantity of those drugs were in his system...or if he had ever given you any idea he was suicidal... Or it was just an accidental overdose...
Hugs, marylou
He is your son...you love him...he has passed...you miss him...whatever the cause...love to you...Karen
My son, Jeremy also overdosed on Methadone. He wasn\'t prescribed that medication so apparently he got it from someone. I\'ve heard that it\'s a drug to easily overdose with. I don\'t believe my son took too much on purpose. However, I think he was in extreme emotional turmoil & was looking for some relief. Perhaps he was just looking for some rest, never thinking he would not wake up. But like biowoman (Karen) said....whatever the cause, they are still our sons, we love & miss them. I wish you peace of mind my dear friend.
Loving hugs.....Vicki
I am so sorry... I have learned that there may always be more questions than answers. I am just so sorry you have to endure this. Keep taking baby steps. We are all thinking of you.
I\'m sorry my friend. As Sarah said, I think there will always be more questions than answers....and the answers can never change the outcome....
Karen said it well, Trevor is your son....his human experience is over....you miss him.... It hurts....
Love you my friend!
Love to Trevor!
Those reports are so very painful to read and I know as a mother we seek answers and I believe that\'s our brain and heart trying to wrap itself around something tangible that simply is not.
Loving care to you as you ponder and know that LOVE is all that matters spoken from Teri\'s daughter, Kala, and that Trevor has never doubted for a moment your love for him nor yours for him.
Wishing you a pocket full of peace.
Love and hugs,
Joanie