Mediation
Last night we met with the mediator for about 3 hours. Considering my stbx and I agree on everything, that seemed like a long time.
I'm exhausted. And now I need to find a home. It isn't good to try and find a place with a time constraint.
Anyways, I'm feeling very depressed today. I know this is for the best. I know that she doesn't love me. A friend of mine says that I'm a giver and she is a taker. I gave and gave hoping for some signs of affection and it was never to come. So now, I need to remember the years of pain instead of feeling that there must be some way to make this work.
There is not. If I give love I should get love.
I'm exhausted. And now I need to find a home. It isn't good to try and find a place with a time constraint.
Anyways, I'm feeling very depressed today. I know this is for the best. I know that she doesn't love me. A friend of mine says that I'm a giver and she is a taker. I gave and gave hoping for some signs of affection and it was never to come. So now, I need to remember the years of pain instead of feeling that there must be some way to make this work.
There is not. If I give love I should get love.
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You are ABSOLUTLY RIGHT ! Don\'t give her a second thought and move forward with your life. I sense you feel love by giving and there are a lot of people that wil take advantage of you and treat you like dirt until they are done using you and throw you away. I know its hard , but focus on all the bad stuff ! It will give you strength to move on.
Thank you lostsoul72. I really appreciate the reassurance.