Me , Myself, and I

Today I've decide to sit down and have a group decussion with myself...me and I seem a little reluctant... I am always lookin at Myself, tryin to figure out just what is wrong with me...I can hear worth a dam, and me and myself aint all to happy about that too..sometimes I hurt all over, and that aint so good for me, Its tthe pitts for me. Some times I am beside myself with pain and confuaion.Then there's this  dang loneeeeeeeeeelinesssssssss....Me I like to cuddle and hug and kiss, and I realy miss being with (old what's her face), don't really miss her so much myself, it's just the empty space she left in my heart  that is tearin me up..Why can't I get a hold myself like I use too, and just push that loneliness aside...Maybe I was busy raisin a son, and was too busy for me to dwell on the lose of affections from a missin spouse... I think those emotions were always lingerin in the back just waitin for a chance to get back into the front seat with myself...Oh the front seat....hehehe yeppers me and the ex had some real wonderful memories in the front seat of those old classic cars I bought and restored...More like raise-a wrecked....  myself I miss those old cars.. cheep gass , drive-in movies, and sunday drives... Then there was always the favorite sparkin spots... Yeah you know... before the kids, or the reason ya got kids lol.....SPARKIN - SPOTS... should of had a warnin rite.... beware sparkin can lead to kids, cleanin house, washin dishes, more kids... bills, arguements and make ups.... more kids....I don't wanna give up those wonderful memories....Thats about the only thing I have left is the memories...they are good for me....myself wouldn't have it any other way...Me and I am tired.... Myself is tired too.... I guess the three of us just gonna have to make do with what we have our friends here on DS, Me, I aint holdin out too much hope for findin a soulmate to fill the empty space in my life...even if I do, will she be willing to except me for who I am myself.... that is the question....Yeah I think  I am worth it....  Me too.... well that's enuff about Myself.... hope all my friends have a great day...  Russ