me lol

Things have been pretty rough here but I have been feeling a little better physically.  Mentally my head is still in the clouds. Taking care of my mom has been difficult and sad to see "alztheimers", not working and being poor is so depressing.
Praying to get on dissability, waiting aon a 2nd attempt now...If or when my mom needs to go in a home I am huge trouble. I am not ready to work and owe alot of money. Dont know what will happen. I am really worried about me and my future but I am trying to keep my chin up.