Me and my weight

My weight has gotten to be pretty debilitating to me.  I weigh almost as much as I ever weighed in my life and that's a lot.  I have gained 100 pounds since starting on a/p's.  I can't blame all of the weight gain on that though because God knows I love to eat and do eat emotionally at times which is never good. I can hardly get up and down or play with Dillon.  Or walk even.  It saddens me so, BUT.............there's always a but.  ;)  I have started on Weight Watchers.  I hope that we will start to see less of me as time goes by.  I have to do something.  My weight is killing me.  Next, I have to work on quitting smoking too because that's really gonna kill me.  Might kill me to try to quit LOL.  I am viewing this as a positive thing.  I am going to have to lose some weight before I can even begin exercising.  I can do it though.  I hope.  Kinda scary as this is my last resort before I seriously consider gastric bypass surgery.  Wish me luck!!