McDon's coffee for old time sake

Oct I was sleeping in my car.  Id get up and drive to MacDonalds every morning for my coffee and do my daily journal.  Even though my situation is safer for the short term, I miss those moments to myself. 

Many of you may know me by BrokenBridges.  I canceled that account because I was ready to put all the past behind me and start fresh for the New Year.  My sick ex I left over a year ago reached out before the holidays to tell me his business is going well and Id be more well off because of it.  Unfortunately he makes promises he cant keep and says things to satisfy himself.  Why kind of person does that at the holidays?  Ive already decided..im taking a valium and sleeping through it again this year.