MayLyn\'s 30th Birthday

I am so glad that even though I have so little time in my life right now for the things I truly love to do, and the people I truly love to spend time with which of course is all the wonderful Mom's and families on Daily Strength, I am ever so happy that i can still come here and put down on paper what's in my head, share with all of you the thoughts and feelings I am experiencing as the years seem to float by.Yes, today would have been MayLyn's 30th birthday...She would have been the Mother to an aspiring tweener. Tina has grown up to be so beautiful, she will be 13 in March. And Hunter is as handsome as his Mommy was pretty. With a personality to die for. He is all boy, no way around it.I have been on medication for the depression and it seems to help on most days. It keeps me a little calmer than usual. I cry alot in the shower 'cause no one knows (or so I think no one knows) that Wayne is a pretty smart cookie. He always seems to know when to hold my hand or cuddle really close. Wayne has been dealing more with depression issues, but I think that has to do with the kids growing up so fast. I catch him crying when a certain song hits the air and the holidays slayed us once again.I am about to leave for home and I wanted to tell everyone that I had not fallen off the face of the earth. I also wanted to say thank you so much to the ones who sent me messages remembering our daughter this year. I love each of you with all my heart.Our path we travel together is not for the weak hearted.Much love and Happy Holidays to all of you.Love,Your forever friend,JacquelineMayLyn's Momma PLH