Maybe not...
I was feeling alot better this morning when I posted by blog than I am now. After not hearing from my SO, I started to realize that I have been the only one making the effort to communicate when we arent together. My hopes of making it through the holidays peacefully are shattered. I am beginning to think maybe it will be best to cut ties...
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I\'m in the same boat hun. It\'s dark and I can\'t see a way out, meantime, because my H is such a moron, and has kept me in the dark about all financial decisions, he has now lost his job. He has no plan, and last night I finally realized how stupid, and borderline retarded he is.
He\'s walking around in fantasy land if he thinks that we can live on his unemployment, and after what he\'s put me through, I am in no shape to work. Talk about feeling hopeless AND helpless. All I can do is sit here and watch the titanic sink and no one\'s throwing me a life preserver; I have no family to turn to; I\'m fresh out of idea\'s; add to that I have no idea what we even have, if anything anymore.
I\'m hoping to say that this Christmas is the last horrible Christmas of my life, but I know all too well, there\'s likely some hanging out there to meet me still.
I hate that you are in this predicament with nothing to give you hope. I am here to listen and talk if you need me. (((hugs)))