Maybe I need to grow a thicker skin:(
And the questions start at work on family planning. A very nice man I work with in my building asked how long have I been married and when was I going to start a family? When are people going to learn that is a “no , no”!? Truth is, we want a family more than anyone could ever know. We were blessed to conceive twice, but unfortunately I lost both pregnancies. I finally build up the nerve, courage and confidence to try again a third time. I cant say it enough, but people never know what you are going through when it comes to family planning. This is exactly why I keep my circle very small. I still trust God that He will give me the desires of my heart, and when I’m blessed with a family I vow to cherish it everyday. What keeps me going is the my reward will outlive my struggles that I am going through at this time.
Me and my husband have been trying for three months. Keep us in your prayers!
Me and my husband have been trying for three months. Keep us in your prayers!
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Good luck! Keep thinking positively and stay calm! Its going to get easier, it has to!
thank you rlinzy, and I think of your advise often from a discussion entry, think of those things and blessings that I do have. I need those positive reminders:)
Going through my journal, I had to come back to this post. I have a \'friend\' who is pregnant. Even though she didnt share w/ me and thats fine, I think they have been trying for a while to become pregnant. Well luck for them, they have had a good pregnancy and is expecting a baby boy any day. What I find funny now is that she always ask me when is there going to be a baby? I just had to laugh, b/c I know of all people she should know family planning is a sensative topic and not always easy. I just had a revelation, when someone\'s hope and dreams come to past they sure know how to rub it in your face while you\'re waiting on your breakthrough. Everything is coming full circle. This is just confirmation who is really my friends. Real friends are not insensative. I know its going to be my time one day and I will share my experience with those few who really loves, supports and cares about my well being.