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LOSTFear wells up inside my heartI know not what to do.I find myself staring into spacelost in time, lost.I hurt inside, knowing knowing that my father stillstruggles to support me, but stillI am, lost.I cling to those who show me loveI cherish those who help me riseI find myself trying so hardonly to lose myself further.How can I make it work?Who can I turn to?What is it I'm doing wrong?My father needs peacemy heart hurts watchingHe worries for me, I knowand yet, I still feel so lost.I know not where I standI know that I am determined, and above all I know I can.I need a way outI need to succeed.  Inside I Cry, Outside I Smile Inside I hurt, feel so aloneeven though, I'm surrounded by love.Outside I wear a smile, I fool the world, I hide my pain.Depression is my disease, my curseI fight tears, I fight so hard.I find myself crying, I hurtI hide it all away with a smile.No one must know this painI wish it upon no one.Not even my worst enemy.I'm torn in half, confused.Because Inside I cry, Outside I smile.