May the odds be ever in your favour

I guess I've come to the realisation I have to make the best of what ever situation I'm given.

I know there's a possibility that I'll not regain full heart function, and that one lung might be a bit damaged. It frightens me.

But I can't let that fear control me. I have to stay positive. I have to love myself, my kids, my husband, my life. It's what I have. 

I don't have someone else's life, I have mine. 

I'm a little sore chest wise after my exercise session tonight. My heart seems to be taking a little longer to return to its "resting" state of 100ish beats a minute. 

I'll get there.