May

It has been awhile . I am working, all the time the rooms multiply not just on the weekend now, but the week days. I seriously can not deal with this many rooms every damn day they expect way to to much work from us. They can't find any one to apply for the job were offering that is B.S. They need to try a little harder I can not be working like this every day, and be so exhausted to exhausted to do much of anything else but work. Not going to happen. On one hand I need to accumulate enough money to put a down payment on land, house or both, on the other hand every time I have to go to work. The feelings I get is - I dread it, it makes me sick to my stomach, and I start getting a tension headache, and I just hate this place so much because it seems that they gave up looking for workers and are just content on working us especially me it seems like I am always working and the other two housekeepers seem to get days off right, and left . I am not sure if they do but it sure seems like it. I know I need to find a different job so I can be happy again just the thought of starting a new resume, then going for interviews, then waiting to see if they will hire me so aggravating so I am torn. I wish I could just not work, or work at home I hate dealing with people especially tourist I am so sick of tourist. So that is where I am today I was suppose to go to work today but the whole apprehension ,headaches ,and dread started hitting me the night before plus my tooth started hurting real badly again, and then the headache turned to a full blown migraine to top it off . So that was or that was what is happening now. I am looking for land in Arizona seems like Arizona land is cheaper then houses for sale with a lot, or/and land. So that is what is going on at the present .