May 2024

May 2024

Friday, May 10, 2024

7:47 AM

May is turning out to be turbulent, issues with Katrina and her daughter, making things a little unsettling almost down to living in an unsafe environment. I am hardly ever here but with Katrina she has been coming home early and that day I was on an audition with Barbizon to see if I am eligible to move forward in my career. She made me unsettling having a temper tantrum around the house slamming things around and cursing like a two year old, including blowing up my phone sending me messages when am I going to be done talking and that I can't get nothing done, as if I am stopping her from doing anything. But as she puts it" she can't stand me talking". Also telling me to take it out to my car. So I guess I am unable to do anything while she is here. I dread having her around when she is off on the weekend and when she is here I try not to be around.

The lawsuit from the car accident is still dragging along and as for my back well I thought the procedure would help only to find out that they only done a temp. blocker which only lasted a day or two. So they are going to do it again in June, another round of pain even though they used a local Anesthetic but I still felt the pain. I just looking for ways to maybe lower the amount of pain in my back.

As for Barbizon I am moving forward in my career and so far they feel that I can go forward in getting into competition which is slated for November 1st. As they tell me that I will be meeting more influential people to help me excel more.

I almost forgot about the other person starting her crap with me as well. Telling me that she knows a certain things about me from the past and for me to keep away from her family as if I hang around them. That day I asked her son if his mother was in the bedroom that I wanted to offer them lunch only to get yelled at like she yells at her son all the time when its doesn't suit her needs. But when I asked her what she heard she wouldn't tell me as if she doesn't know nothing. I do feel that I have the right to know and set things straight but of course she acts like her mother as they both need some kind of intervention to control their mental state. Even though I hate to use that word. But I will be glad to move out waiting on the settlement to go through or maybe I can do it with the money I have saved up so far which is not much because I had to pay $1500 to Burk motors because of a repo. I still feel that I shouldn't have to pay that at all.

As may moves forward I am making plans on attending the Doylestown Memorial Day Parade with Barbizon Talent agency. It was such a relief tension that I badly needed. I had so much fun doing it unfortunately there wasn't enough people that showed up that I didn't carry the banner but with 6 of us we had fun waving to the crowed. As I found out that they attend more parades which I will be looking forward in doing. As May is coming to an end soon I look forward to what June will be looking like so far I know of is that I have a fitting on the 1st, 9th I have a shoot in Atlantic City beach which I paid for and I hope that I will be having my portfolio shoot done as well. But of course I have to point out another procedure done on my back and including my neck, they have to be on two separate days. Plus June is the start of Pride Month, which I will be looking forward in doing as well. But on a sadder note I am having issues with work that I am feeling the sense of a cooked brain that I am getting tired of working for Arby's and not getting the fair treatment of being paid correctly for being there for over 9 years that making minimum wage is not acceptable and putting up with a person who I am working with is getting to stressful I am trying to work more on my career so I can say my final goodbye's to Arby's as it was good while it lasted. Now as for Walmart the customers act the same way as they do when they go to Arby's being stupid but I have ran into some that lies telling me that their separate orders only to find out that they place it all together. I also have noticed that my patients are getting thin with them which makes me furious. As for the balance of my credit cards I am working on that subject as I managed to get back working 4 days instead of three which will help out big time. the home front hasn't changed yet but I am still hoping for some changes as my gut is telling me that I will not see it, which is sad to say the least. One thing I do have a conference with the lawyer Wed as I am going to find out where I stand with this suit of mine. I will say that I did attend the Memorial day Parade in Doylestown, escorting Mrs. Pennsylvania and Delaware. I had so much fun that day and I am looking forward for more parades to attend. But it did give me 2.5 points at Walmart. But it was worth it.