May 2021

 


When I get up in the morning I feel like each time my inner clock is a little bit slower each time and one day I am afraid it will stop far to soon before I know it . This scares me ,but it also doesn't because I get so tried if this life overly complicated, and there isn't joy just work,just stress ,and nothing to look forward to.



The clock remains ticking but it has gotten to the point that it seems like that clock my inner clock is slowing me down down so much it almost gets impossible to breath in the morning . I guess that is the best way I can describe it .another long day of work