may 2,2008

Well, I made it! But all i can say is that Brad has been very,very moody and I just right now cannot talk to him about certain things.My computer was down for two days so I am catching up and replying to everybody as of now.I just feel so alone and today I did not cry,but I still feel so alone and I am very,very depressed.As the late great John Lennon sang in the 1970s in this song-Noone told me that theyll be days like this! And John Lennon was so right! I have not played a Beatle record since that day in 1980.I gave away all of my Beatle stuff and just kept some of the records.I was in New York when that happened and it was just to painful to describe.And John was a big part of everyones life and I will always remember this.I will always remember 1964 when The Beatles played on Ed Sullivan and we must realize this--that it was a different time.School was different then.In fact,the houses in 1965 were going for 17,000.00,but the pay was 5,000.00 a year and that is all that my father and brothers made.I am just so grateful that I never had to do rehab and that I never did anything to hurt my parents.I have never been drunk.What is is like? As for drugs...well I never did them.Iwas just too afraid to.I saw what LSD did to a certain friend of mineand he has never been the same since.I have always believed that the body is a temple and we must honor it.That is all for today.Cheerio.