May 15, 2020

I am half way into May and I have made some very slow progress, snail pace I should say, my doctor increased my dosage back to 4mg to where I was at previously. My skin is more noticeably more softer and glowing, my hips are more  and breasts are still growing and I am gaining weight in which I am not to thrilled. The country is still in this pandemic and they are slowly opening up the economy, but to my opinion it is to soon but what do you expect when you have an idiot of a president that is mainly concerned about money and not the people that makes the product for us to sell but what the hell it wouldn't bother him if he eradicates the whole human population because he was warned in Oct about the virus in China. We do not need him for another 4 years.

Anyway, pretty much everything is still closed, still waiting to get my name changed, but I have managed to join in on several groups of the LGBTQ community even though they are nowhere near me, but when the crises is over with I hope that they will continue with the virtual meetings so I can attend.

The other good news is that I am looking into doing the surgery as I have a phone call appointment to speak to Dr. Gassman to find out if possible on what type of procedure would be suitable for me , I do have a line of questions to ask and I am glad to find out the my insurance will cover at least 80% of the cost as I looked into the Jim Collins foundation they only help out if you have no insurance and no means of starting HRT.  As for the surgery I hope that I will have the opportunity to get it done by the years end, so that is about covers that issue for now.

As for my family as of today I still haven't spoken to Robert or Vanne and I can't say that I have spoken to Katlin or Danny from what Merle told me they are still mad at me, as for Gabby on a rare occasion I can reach her on messenger when she feels like responding to me but one thing for sure she can't say that I don't. I still get upset that I can't speak to Robert or Vanne but I do feel that they will be mad at me when I do see them but I must remain calm when I do just in case they don't accept me for who I am. I know that it will hurt but I will understand that they have that right.

Well if there is anything that happens from now till the end of the month it will be posted