May 13th 2012

Should I feel guilty that i left my mom? I haven't been feeling to well today just nausious alot and worrying now about when there will be a place to be settled. I'm still living in a motel and from the sounds of it moving motels again. I have thought about turning around going home but I have no home there either can't raise a baby when i have no school and no life basically and can't have what happened to me happen to the child. Trying really hard to pass the thought of going back to a place where I had no love but I feel guilty about leaving the bad place without telling them. I know its mothers day and all I can think of is my mother crying wondering where I am does she really care about me, NO but she is the one that gave me life even though I was an accident according to her..... Trying to bipass all this right now and focus on my little baby instead of them...........