May 11 2014
I feel like sometimes you don't care about what is going on in my life. All you seem to talk about are things that pertain to you and your life. I wish that you would just ask me what is going on with me and in my life...I know sometimes that you do but even then I feel like you are just waiting for me to finish what I am saying so you can talk about something else. I am excited that you are getting a new truck. Its what you have always wanted, but I wanted for you to ask me about joining this new online support group so bad. You didn't though and I am left here feeling like you don't care. I know that you do care and that you just show it differently but we have been together for 2 and a half years...please realize that you aren't making me feel special. I feel like just some girl. This new group is something that I really hope helps me and I hope that you will see that.
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I can tell by reading this journal entry that it is aimed at someone you love. Have you expressed your frustration and made it clear how you feel to this person?
I have tried to explain to him that all I need is to feel like he cares...and sometimes he is great at it. But other times I feel like I am speaking to a wall.