May
It's May 1st. I hate May. My b-day, and my mom's angel day, and don't forget Mothers day(which was the last day my mom was home before going to the hosp. the last time and passing a wk later in 94). I hate May. We always celebrate my b-day and Mothers day on a day inbetween cause the kids knew i missed grandma so smuch and they were ok with that, think the boys will let me just skip it all together. So many thoughts, feelings ect.. going through my head right now i can't keep any of it straight. Everything just seeems so hard now i am tired of doing it. I just want my old life back where things made sense.
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My day off is Wednesdays. I used to love that day and looked forward to it every week. My son died on a Wednesday and it\'s taken several months to be off on that day and enjoy anything. It\'s getting better. I try to think maybe I was supposed to be off that day. We associate so many things with our loss now that it doesn\'t seem like we get a break. I want my old life back too. Hang in there. Here for you. Love Robin
We all have months that we hate I\'m sure. April is my month to hate. I also hate the 23rd. I guess it will take us a long time to get through this grief thing. Be kind to yourself. Love and Hugs.
Mine day is August 6 Thats the day after my son\'s birthday and the day he became a Angel
I with you I want my old life back
LOVE N HUGS......Caroline
I have said it a million times too...I want my old life back...love to you...Karen