match maker?
I was just about to write about how I just read the 12 steps to sobriety, and while multi tasking, I saw I had a new message here. So I read it but it wasn't from one of my friends here. It was from some guy who said he read my profile and is interested in a relationship with me!!!! WTF? LMFAO! I am sorry for lauging but it is funny. I was feeling all down and out and here I get this message from someone who thinks DS is matchmaker.com!
Anyways, I have realized that I am definitely powerless to alcohol. I was doing good with 10 days sobriety, and then I had the bright idea to get some wine, and drink it. I knew I was wrong while I was getting that big box of wine I don't even like boxed wine. I just wanted to make sure I had plenty to drink. I knew 1 or 2 glasses wouldn't be good enough. I knew that this was a major set back for me because 10 days sober may not be 10 years, but it sure is alot for me. I drank everyday for 5 years, and every time I tried to quit before it wouldnt last longer than 2 days. I have no control over alcohol, so I really must stay away from it. I was sick to my stomach before even taking a drink. I don't know what all I can do to stay away from it but I know I have to. I also know I need to tell people how serious my problem is, so they don't ak me if I want to drink, or offer me a drink. It will be hard to tell, becaue some people think that I am not an alcoholic. I have tried mentioning it in the past and the response I get is "You don't drink enough to be an alcoholic" but they don't see me when I am sitting home alone drinking from sun up till the next day if I can! So I read the 1st of the 12 steps and I know I am powerless to this. It is a real problem
Anyways, I have realized that I am definitely powerless to alcohol. I was doing good with 10 days sobriety, and then I had the bright idea to get some wine, and drink it. I knew I was wrong while I was getting that big box of wine I don't even like boxed wine. I just wanted to make sure I had plenty to drink. I knew 1 or 2 glasses wouldn't be good enough. I knew that this was a major set back for me because 10 days sober may not be 10 years, but it sure is alot for me. I drank everyday for 5 years, and every time I tried to quit before it wouldnt last longer than 2 days. I have no control over alcohol, so I really must stay away from it. I was sick to my stomach before even taking a drink. I don't know what all I can do to stay away from it but I know I have to. I also know I need to tell people how serious my problem is, so they don't ak me if I want to drink, or offer me a drink. It will be hard to tell, becaue some people think that I am not an alcoholic. I have tried mentioning it in the past and the response I get is "You don't drink enough to be an alcoholic" but they don't see me when I am sitting home alone drinking from sun up till the next day if I can! So I read the 1st of the 12 steps and I know I am powerless to this. It is a real problem
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