MASOCHISM OR SADISM???

Ok, one must really very slowly and carefully think of the answer to the question I am about to propose to you....ready? 1 - Am I a masochist because I am paying good dollars to "experts" to "test" me by keeping me awake, allowing me no coffee (sob) or other stimulating drinks, and none of my required medications to do a sleep deprived video EEG OR 2 - Are they, "the experts", sadists in that they enjoy inflicting the pain and getting paid good dollars for the "test"? Hmmmm, does make one wonder, doesn't it?  It's sort of like the chicken/egg thing except I figured that question/riddle out ages ago as God created ANIMALS first so obviously the chicken was the first as opposed to the egg. I have no reliable point of reference on this aforementioned issue so I suppose technically both answers can be correct.   You, and you alone, can decide and may the debate begin. ROFLOL  Well, this "fun" thing will start on the 3rd of August as I will be going to stay with my mom & sis the nite before as I CANNOT FUNCTION WITHOUT MEDS! Which is the reason the other "experts" placed me on the meds in the first place.   So, I will be required to be driven to the "hospital" (torture chamber) by one of them as I will probably be incapacitated without the meds which keep my muscles semi-moveable.  Should be fun.   Hope I scare the living crap out of the "experts" then it will be I who is the sadist, eh, except I won't be getting the good dollars. ROFLOL  Maybe I will be lucky and I will get my EEG video on U-Tube and become rich.  ROFLOL