Marti and I

First part of November while taking care of my grandsons I met up with friend widow Marti.
 
It had been quite awhile since we talked or seen each other...it was like we never were apart, we picked up like we talked all the time.  It was so fun....she is a neat neat gal...
 
This time of year I suddenly feel is sadder and I never gave it much thought I just went through it with no thoughts etc.  BUT this year suddenly I feel dang being alone sucks....the 4th Christmas alone without someone special by my side....somehow it really sucks this year.  Darn it anyway...