MARRIED TO A PRISONER
MARRIED TO A PRISONER IS LIKE A ROSE, ITS BEAUTIFUL BUT YET IT HAS THORNS IN THE RELATIONSHIP, YOUR HEART ALWAYS GET PRICKED WHEN YOUR NOT BY HIS SIDE. MY HEART HAS SO MANY PUNTURE WOUNDS FROM THOSE THORNS, NOT SEEING HIM ON THIS SPECIAL DAY FILLED WITH LOVE. LOVE! WHAT IS LOVE WHEN YOU CAN'T BE WITH THE PERSON YOU DESIRE TO BE WITH? LOVE IS HURT, LOVE IS PAIN, AT TIMES I WISH I DIDN'T FEEL HIS LOVE, I'M ALL ALONE ANY WAY, NO ONE TO HOLD ME, KISS ME, HUG ME, ETC.ETC. THIS IS A VERY LONLY RELATIONSHIP, DO I REGRET THIS MARRIAGE, SOME TIMES, IF I WOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS 15 YEARS AGO I DON'T BELIEVE I WOULD DO IT AGIN THE WAITING GAME IS HORRIBLE, SOMETIMES I WISH HOW TO FALL OUT OF LOVE, SOMETIMES I WISH HOW TO GET HEALTHY SO I COULD LEAVE MY PRISON CELL, I HATE MY LIFE, REALLY HATE IT, I CAN'T WIN FOR LOSING. THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO WRITE BUT THEN I THINK WHATS HE SENCE LIFE WILL NEVER CHANGE, AND GROWN CHILDREN WILL NEVER CHANGE, SHE IS MY BIGGEST NIGHTMARE.....
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I know it is rough when the man you love is not by your side. Try thinking of the day he\'ll get out in as much detail as possible. What will you cook? What will you say?
Just keep pouring it out! It helps! So sorry you are missing him so much. His touch and his caring for you. Some day our wair=ting will be over and it will be worth it.
Love you lots Lynn! Try to keep a positive mind as much as possible. One day they will all be home.
Love Rhea
Writing/typing about these things is like therapy...It has to be difficult...I have never experienced your situation. I wish you well and your husband.