MARRIED TO A PRISONER

MARRIED TO A PRISONER IS LIKE A ROSE, ITS BEAUTIFUL BUT YET IT HAS THORNS IN THE RELATIONSHIP, YOUR HEART ALWAYS GET PRICKED  WHEN YOUR NOT BY HIS SIDE. MY HEART HAS SO MANY PUNTURE WOUNDS FROM THOSE THORNS, NOT SEEING HIM ON THIS SPECIAL DAY FILLED WITH LOVE. LOVE! WHAT IS LOVE WHEN YOU CAN'T BE WITH THE PERSON YOU DESIRE TO BE WITH? LOVE IS HURT, LOVE IS PAIN, AT TIMES I WISH I DIDN'T FEEL HIS LOVE, I'M ALL ALONE ANY WAY, NO ONE TO HOLD ME, KISS ME, HUG ME, ETC.ETC. THIS IS A VERY LONLY RELATIONSHIP, DO I REGRET THIS MARRIAGE, SOME TIMES, IF I WOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS 15 YEARS AGO I DON'T BELIEVE I WOULD DO IT AGIN THE WAITING GAME IS HORRIBLE, SOMETIMES I WISH HOW TO FALL OUT OF LOVE, SOMETIMES I WISH HOW TO GET HEALTHY SO I COULD LEAVE MY PRISON CELL, I HATE MY LIFE, REALLY HATE IT, I CAN'T WIN FOR LOSING. THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO WRITE BUT THEN I THINK WHATS HE SENCE LIFE WILL NEVER CHANGE, AND GROWN CHILDREN WILL NEVER CHANGE, SHE IS MY BIGGEST NIGHTMARE.....