MARCH 2015 -4
Finding it all so difficult and so very lonely.
Time flies as it ticks endlessly towards I do not know. Pain is so paralyzing and so all encompassing - this monster has filled my days and nights, is consuming my every thought. I AM ANGRY. I am SAD. My daughter graduates this year and she sadly told me that she had allocated seating for 5 people so she is giving 4 of the tickets away to other graduates as there is only me to attend for her - I regret so much - all that she should have had and will now not experience....
Time flies as it ticks endlessly towards I do not know. Pain is so paralyzing and so all encompassing - this monster has filled my days and nights, is consuming my every thought. I AM ANGRY. I am SAD. My daughter graduates this year and she sadly told me that she had allocated seating for 5 people so she is giving 4 of the tickets away to other graduates as there is only me to attend for her - I regret so much - all that she should have had and will now not experience....
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It\'s difficult enough for us to face the loss of our mates. But, when our children remind us of how awful it is for them, it just goes beyond the pale how we will survive this, both for ourselves and for our children.
I know exactly how you\'re feeling and I\'m so, so sorry!
You are not alone in this daily struggle and pain for yourself and for your children!
Roz
oh roz, thank you for your heartfelt response. all i can do is cry and silently rant against it all. so much pain...it just doesn\'t end.
cottage242 i am so sadened to hear that you and your daughter area also going through this horrible pain. it just doesn\'t seem to get any easier - with the constant 1 step forward and 2 steps back our journey seems so painful - hugs to both you and your daughter-