March 20,2020

March 2020 has been an interesting month so far, my appointments being cancelled left and right due to the Korona Virus finally making its way here to the US thanks to China. With everything going on with me I have to deal with that problem. I can say that so far it hasn’t been to bad of a month. A couple of things balanced it self out. Found out that I can petition the court to wavier the fee when I file my petition to change my name instead of paying $250 for the process also I learned that I would not need to submit an add in the newspaper about me changing my name. the other good thing was that I finally received my letter from Dr. Nickolas Wood my therapist  approving or diagnosing my identity dysphoria under the guide lines of P.A.T.H. which will allow me to change my name and undergo my surgery and a few other procedures that I could not get at the time without it.

So it will enable me to go for the bottom surgery and undergo breast implants, something that the insurance needs to confirm my condition so my insurance will cover it," just don’t know how far back it will set me back. The copay, but I am going to apply for a grant through the Collins foundation in hopes that I will be approved for. I feel that it is worth trying the only thing they can say would be sorry I don’t qualify. In order for me to apply I would have to submit an essay to the reason of my transitioning, my friend Ryland wants to do it for me to which would be an excellent idea because I wouldn't know how to start something like that.

     With the Corona virus and me mending my ankle I do have to say that there is some set backs like my doctor from the clinic lowering my dosage down from 4mg of estradiol to 2mg she tried to put me on the patch only to find out they are expensive running about $17 for a 30 day supply at the time I could not afford it because I am still waiting for my appeal from Disability insurance to get approved as of today I haven't heard anything yet. I'm still waiting

As my progress continues, my breasts are still growing but since my lower amount of mg on my meds I have noticed an increase amount of facial hair which is making me feel disgusting but I hope it will be temporary, but I can understand where Dr. Pri is coming from with me being laid up thinking that I am not moving around just plopping my ass around not moving around but I am moving around walking on my ankle. But shh!!!

As for my own family I can say that some things have changed, finding out that Anette knew where her son was at since he left last year my wife was telling me that she found out from a worker at McDonalds boy did it made her made I am just glad that I wasn’t around to get the backlash from it. I do send her messages but a lot of times I do not get a response from her. The other good news is that my daughter Gabby is slowly coming around and responding to my messages, as for Katlyn I can contact her through messenger but I am hesitant in sending one, I do know that she postponed her wedding with Matt, but she wouldn’t be able to hold it anyway because of the corona virus. I do miss them very much even my two boys, as for Danny I'm sad to say no but that is what I am hearing from his mother, the other fact Is that I found out from merle that he is still living there. I had a feeling that he was still there. So this month is almost over as I sit and wait to see what happens to this virus, but the official's think that they found a drug or two that might combat the virus I hope that it does so we may get back to some normalcy.