March 1st
I haven't done this in a while. All the obligations are current.
Started to reshape the shop for working in again. Bought a drum sander on sale. I tell myself it will help me to make Jalee's urn higher quality. Could be just retail therapy. Stopped cleaning in the shop to complete a bird house for the wood turning meeting next week. Next is to finish cleaning and start the urn. I'm at design change no. 5. The calculators for contents vs cubic inches doesn't match up with Jalee's cremains. The box she came back in is smaller than the calculator said was needed and she slides around inside. ?? Have I been cheated somehow?? I don't want to go there.
There is constant sadness just below the surface of myself. It expresses it self so easily with the abuse of a child or an animal or even someone else's loss. "Whew"
Started to reshape the shop for working in again. Bought a drum sander on sale. I tell myself it will help me to make Jalee's urn higher quality. Could be just retail therapy. Stopped cleaning in the shop to complete a bird house for the wood turning meeting next week. Next is to finish cleaning and start the urn. I'm at design change no. 5. The calculators for contents vs cubic inches doesn't match up with Jalee's cremains. The box she came back in is smaller than the calculator said was needed and she slides around inside. ?? Have I been cheated somehow?? I don't want to go there.
There is constant sadness just below the surface of myself. It expresses it self so easily with the abuse of a child or an animal or even someone else's loss. "Whew"
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Hey buddy.
Been wondering how you are and how the projects are going. I\'m glad to see you are still moving forward.
Sending big hugs,
Jacuzzi
Keeping busy and activities help. Just be kind to your own feelings. Live in the moment, and don\'t think too much. Just my opinion. Sharon