many thoughts....

a bunch of thoughts are in my head.....not in a bad way and not all jumbled up so i can't think, more like there's a filing system in my head and there's someone going through all of the files.....the anniversary of my second rape is later this month, but i' not gonna let the anniversary control me or anything.....i'm waiting to hear back from jewel for an interview for a job, so i'm excited about that.....i'm making meals again, like chicken breast and baked potatoes instead of processed food and i feel so much better and i feel fuller after eating it.....it's way better than that processed stuff that i ate.....i have therapy on tuesday and i'm really excited because it's been i think a week or two since i've seen my therapist and i gotta go!!!!!! i think i might make a list of bullet points to talk about because so much has gone on......i hate the fact that i keep on losing focus on picking my feet and/or fingers....it's driving me crazy!!!