Making It

Among the depths of my dark alone, I long for a kiss from steel to soul . . . and I did not give in this time to see blood, just bruises. I wrote, had bad thoughts, had cyber relationships, stopped playing Warcraft, wrote some more, drew up my next tattoo, and as I do best just left all the real support I needed to sulk alone. I owe you all many apologies for the not logging in to get the good support. What I did find was it was easier this time to not stay there, in that alone. I found my work was becoming affected so I put in a transfer to another facility. It is awesome there. I am sleeping more, getting the kido’s to school on time, and have time to play my Warcraft. I know I have many messages from you all, and I will try to get back to each of you in the near future (ps that was try).