Making Cookies

It is raining and the wind is blowing.  The leaves are all over the ground.  It is a day that my husband and I would be enjoying the comfort of our home together.  I decided to make some pumpkin cookies for my family instead of sitting and thinking; good idea but it has brought back so many memories that I can't stop crying.  I miss him so much.  I want to do the things that brought him and our family happiness during the holidays but it is so hard doing it alone.  I look out the kitchen window and see my husband walking around the yard enjoying his plants, the out of doors, LIFE! I want to tell him how much I love him one more time!