Made my Escape
I know this sounds terrible selfish but I finally did it I still have much to do but it will happen As God wills it . I am now back where I am close to my children and in my own home in my name.Everything . In a different State.
I still love my husband but I know he will not change. So I have to do what I have to do for me.I will be there for him when he needed me but I need the space For me. He has lots of medical problems but I can only help he but so much.
I need lots of help too all the prayers and hugs I can get.
I still love my husband but I know he will not change. So I have to do what I have to do for me.I will be there for him when he needed me but I need the space For me. He has lots of medical problems but I can only help he but so much.
I need lots of help too all the prayers and hugs I can get.
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I havent been in my relationship as long as you, but I don\'t feel I have time to waste waiting on change. Mine isnt even trying. Reading this gives me courage! Hugs and prayers!!!
You are right we all have to decide how much we want to give up. I always dreamed he would quit ..not any I know he will most likely die drunk . I had told him years ago if he did not quite I would have to Divorce him not because I did not love him but we worked to hard air lives for him to just throw it away due to drinking and driving.
He agreed it was bad he understood ...maybe for the day then it was gone. That was quite a few years ago. Now I made the move and it\'s scary but it\'s good too. I hate that
He can not quit drinking and I still worry about him with his medical conditions. But when he does not care enough about his own health to make better decisions for himself I know he can not for me. I have been Thu a lot with him falls seizures , back surgey and I cared more then he did.
It was time... A long time ago ..I just had to work on my getaway.
It\'s is good though.
Hug and prayers