made it thru the day.
I did not use any meth today. I am still very depressed and unsure of what is come. Today I have been out of the state hospital for 6 months. I just moved in to my own apartment on may 1. I am scared to death here. I have been doing meth so that I won't go to sleep becuase I think someone will come in and try to hurt me. I am going to try and go to sleep tonight I have been awake so many day I should sleep thru the night. I just can't get used to the outside world befor I was in the hospital I was in prison for 4 years. This is the first time I have ever lived alone. and I don't like it.