Lyme
So. Last week my doc tested me again and said - "there is no lyme showing in your body!". I was thrilled of course. Put a down payment on a King Charles Cavalier puppy (to take the place of my 10 1/2 year old therapy dog) and have been looking for places to rent so I can start seeing clients.
ANd today I am in bed! Ugh. I do not know if it is allergies or a cold but the body feeling is close to what I experienced with lyme and I am trying not to panic. The DOc warned me that post Lyme I would start picking up crap - why this does not happen with lyme active I do not know but it was my experience. But one of the things Lyme taught me was to rest and take a break - and I am doing that. DO I think the lyme is gone. I hope so. He is testing me again in 5 more weeks and will test periodically after that.
My issue of course is my expectation was to NEVER feel crappy or low energy again. I do this with my spiritual path as well. When I feel peace,calm,joy (any of the 8 aspects of God) I just assume that will always be my experience. Until it is not.
*sigh*
Clearly I still have lots to learn ;-)
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Hello, dear. Good to hear from you. I know how you feel about your health and your spiritual path being a bit up and down. I think that is the way of things, but you are always moving forward, despite a setback here or there. Much love.
Namaste Catherine. I hope you are feeling better since this journal. Congratulations on your new puppy and I hope you've been successful with your search for a rental for your clinic. I have been better these days...not great but some improvement. Unfortunately today is a challenge as I had no sleep last night and I'm collapsed . Struggling. Wishing you all happiness and healing Catherine. Love Diane.