Love/Hate
I love/hate this time of year. I am desperate for the change of weather, the coming of rain (all of us here in CA are...) but at the same time, seasonal depression crap has already started to become a thing.
I have not been diligent with taking any of my meds. I stopped taking vitamin D way back in August. SO dumb. I know, I know. I started again last week, along with vitamin B, but it's hard getting back on a schedule again, so I haven't exactly been religious.
My daughter is at the homecoming dance. I had forgotten it was tonight and I was just about to go ask her to go out to dinner with me when she came bursting in to my room in all her beautiful glory. I am so happy for her and so glad her time to shine has come, but wow. Talk about disappointment. So now here I sit alone and sad and hungry because I'm too pathetic to just go take care of myself and too socially awkward to have made friends I could call to keep me company.
I fail at adulting.
I have not been diligent with taking any of my meds. I stopped taking vitamin D way back in August. SO dumb. I know, I know. I started again last week, along with vitamin B, but it's hard getting back on a schedule again, so I haven't exactly been religious.
My daughter is at the homecoming dance. I had forgotten it was tonight and I was just about to go ask her to go out to dinner with me when she came bursting in to my room in all her beautiful glory. I am so happy for her and so glad her time to shine has come, but wow. Talk about disappointment. So now here I sit alone and sad and hungry because I'm too pathetic to just go take care of myself and too socially awkward to have made friends I could call to keep me company.
I fail at adulting.
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Hey there. I was doing vitamin D and B also. After a few weeks it was working great. Once the spring and longer days came along I stopped. I probably should start back up to prevent any issues of depression.
You said CA. Was that a joke? I thought you lived in NY.
Nope. Northern CA... home of the wild fires. :-/
And you\'d think with the drought (and thus all the sunshine) I\'d have better D levels, but notsomuch.
Wow all this time I was sure you were upstate new York. Kinda makes me a bit sad. I thought we were practically neighbors. Well start taking your vitamins. I\'ll be doing the same. Along with trying to dispose of 20lbs I gained over the last 6 months.
Deal. I need to get back onto a good schedule and drop 20lbs, too. I wish we were neighbors. :(
Huz has family in Rochester. Maybe I should move there! Then we can start our S.S. D.S. company together. lol
Lol. Do you refer to your area of CA as \"upstate\"? And did you move further upstate? Maybe that\'s why I assumed it was update NY.
SSDS I love it