Love

That girl is the love of my life. Thd spirit to my soul. My mother children. When i see her or talk to her my fear and pain melt away. She turns my head in a blink of an eye. Her eye twicthes ever so often. She has 2 blue scared obove her eyes when she was little. Her hair falls like a waterfall down to her shoulders. The way she walks is undenyable the most breathtaken walk i ever seen.  Her beauty pierces the heart deep down in places of the unkown  her words float like butterfly in the breeze.  Her softness of her lips placed on mine.  Holding her hand gently never letting ago. When she walks in the room my heart skips a beat. She why i breath. She why my heart pumps the blood it needs. She my oxegen to survive.. The girl is all around amazing. She walks with god. His angel with a halo of hair. If u look really close you can see her wings. Her eyes are stunning piercing your soul. The girl is my everything i stand for. Everything i live for. Life without her is not life at all. How can i truly describe this girl. There are no words to really hit what im trying to say. She undescriable. This girl im talking about is called my wife. I feel in love with her a long time ago. She stole my heart she took my soul. I was her protector her savor. She asked god for me i came from the blue. How did i turn so bad. How did i treat her like crap. The girl i love so much i betrayed. I took for granted. Now all i do think wgat could have been. I pushed her away how could i be so dumb. Her love is numb her heart is closed. She scared of getting hurt from me once more. My words crumble my action speak. My broken promises keep her in weap. How do i break her down how do i make her see. The fool i have been to her. How do i say i will never move on. How do i tell other in my life there never be the same. I will never love another the way i love her. I could never give another my full heart or even a sliver. I dont have it anymore i gave it away awhile ago. I never belive it has to be over. My love for her and me will never fade. How can i attract her once more. There nothing wrong with my life. I failed her once to many. I dont need to change my whole life around. I just need to change my way with her. My life is great but not so much now. I feel ashamed i feel guilty. There more i want to do but all i can do is say. I will love unconditionally. From here on out till death do us part. I will fix my broken marriage if its the last thing i do. Im not scared of the work or the heartache it will take. Even if you move on ill still be here paitently waiting on your return. There no way i can ever love again. Not in this life time... give me a chance to prove my worth. I wont let you down i know its up to you. So here my words belive my words thats all i got right now and u know that... well thats all i have to say...