Lots of Changes
Seriously it's been since 2010 since I've written in my journal on here? I swear I'd written since then, but I keep so many journals, I guess I can't remember. A whole lot has happened since then.
Just over a month ago David and I moved to Colorado. Things out here are going okay. Of course change doesn't come without it's own set of challenges, but they are good and bad. I know that I am PMSing so feelings may be a bit exaggerated, but I miss my friends in Virginia and I miss the woods back home. I think what I need to do is make a better effort to make some friends of my own here who don't drink and party and then maybe things will settle into place? I'm worried that my fear of not finding real people here like I found in Virginia is starting to settle in. But hell, I've only been here for a little more than a month, I guess I can't beat myself up for not having friends. I've always done a really good job with keeping my work and fun life separate, and now I find myself in a job where it seems like it's almost a pre-req of the job to party with your co-workers. Two things I absolutely do not like to mix. How come that has to happen when I find the most satisfying job I've held since I graduated from college?
Well I'm sure God has a higher plan for me so I will sit tight. Just putting my worries down so I don't have to think about them over and over again.
Oh and I went to my first Al-Anon meeting in a very long time the other night. Felt good to go, but I'm looking forward to exploring other meetings in the area.
Just over a month ago David and I moved to Colorado. Things out here are going okay. Of course change doesn't come without it's own set of challenges, but they are good and bad. I know that I am PMSing so feelings may be a bit exaggerated, but I miss my friends in Virginia and I miss the woods back home. I think what I need to do is make a better effort to make some friends of my own here who don't drink and party and then maybe things will settle into place? I'm worried that my fear of not finding real people here like I found in Virginia is starting to settle in. But hell, I've only been here for a little more than a month, I guess I can't beat myself up for not having friends. I've always done a really good job with keeping my work and fun life separate, and now I find myself in a job where it seems like it's almost a pre-req of the job to party with your co-workers. Two things I absolutely do not like to mix. How come that has to happen when I find the most satisfying job I've held since I graduated from college?
Well I'm sure God has a higher plan for me so I will sit tight. Just putting my worries down so I don't have to think about them over and over again.
Oh and I went to my first Al-Anon meeting in a very long time the other night. Felt good to go, but I'm looking forward to exploring other meetings in the area.
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