Lots and lots

So much is going on. My wife got sick again and had to be admitted to the hospital. She's okay, but her health is going down more and more. Every weekend for the last 4 she's been at hospital ER. I am worried sick. I've been crying all morning. I feel so helpless. I am worried that my health problems will act up. I have to take care of my wife and take care of me too, but I feel so powerless. I fear that my weakness will prevent me from caring for her. I am also very anxious about an appointment I have tomorrow at the new clinic I'm going to. When I had my intake last week my anxiety went through the roof. I was able to calm myself but I worry it will happen again. I guess I should stop worrying.