Lost without him
This is my first time with a journal.
my son is 19, seems like just yesterday I held him in my arms, to have the love of your life just taken away from you it is insane. How could this happen ? He is bright , funny , handsome ? He had it all, A girlfriend the perfect job ? Was on his way to college, he threw it all away ..... for what ?
I worry about him all the time, the pain never gets any better. sure i put up a front, and not a good one i might add. My son is sitting in prison rotting, while this girl gets to bait in other guys. she is 13 and these guys are 18 and 19. 2 guys are in jail and 1 is out running. the girl gets nothing because she is a minor. I wish we could turn back the hands of time and go back and do the right thing. warn others or something. I ask would it do any good ? I will never know.
my son is 19, seems like just yesterday I held him in my arms, to have the love of your life just taken away from you it is insane. How could this happen ? He is bright , funny , handsome ? He had it all, A girlfriend the perfect job ? Was on his way to college, he threw it all away ..... for what ?
I worry about him all the time, the pain never gets any better. sure i put up a front, and not a good one i might add. My son is sitting in prison rotting, while this girl gets to bait in other guys. she is 13 and these guys are 18 and 19. 2 guys are in jail and 1 is out running. the girl gets nothing because she is a minor. I wish we could turn back the hands of time and go back and do the right thing. warn others or something. I ask would it do any good ? I will never know.
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