Lost my flame

i have been tackling so much lately. Handling it all on my own, feeling like I’m gonna go crazy. Maybe I’m already crazy. Things have gotten so hard ever since i left him for good! Why do things have to be this way? I put in all the hard work and he off to start a new life with no baggage. I can’t stand him, i hate him for putting me and the girls through all of this! You almost won but you didn’t. You almost destroyed me but I’m still here! Still standing y’all with your daughters right beside me and i hope you think about all the bullshit you put me and the girls through every day of your life and i pray you never have a day of happiness in life ever again!