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TODAY I NEEDED TO DEAL WITH MY FEELINGS.THAT ARE SO VERY CLEAR MY HEART IS HEAVY NO WHERE TO TURN I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DOTHE TRUTH OF THE MATTER I MUST LET GO I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART BUT YOU HAVE CHOICE YOUR PATH SO I WILL LET GOI NO LONGER CAN ENDURE WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXTTHE PATH OF DESTRUCTION IS DRAWING NEARYOUR TEARS ARE REAL AND SO ARE MINEI SEE THE HURT I FEEL THE PAINMY HANDS ARE TIED I TRIED TO BE THEIR WHEN YOU NEEDED ME THE MOSTYOU PUSH ME AWAY WHEN YOUR GUARD IS UPYOU WANT UNDERSTANDING AND SO DO IYOU WANT ME TO RESPECT YOUR WISHESI HAVE WISHES AS WELL RESPECT GOES BOTH WAYSMY WISH IS REVEIWED AS IF I AM PUNISHING YOUYOU CHOOSE DESTRUCTION SO I WILL LET IT BEI NEEDED TO SET YOU FREE AND LET YOU BEMY MIND WONDER WITH DREAMS OF HORRORTHE VOILET RAGE THE PASSION OF HATETHE GAMES THAT PLAYED EVERY DAYTHE PATH OF DESTRUCTION HAS TAKEN YOUR SOULTHE PASSION OF LIFE HAS LEFT YOU EMPTY INSIDEI NO LONGER CAN WONDER IF YOU ARE OKI LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY SOUL THAT WILL ALWAYS BEI JUST CAN NOT LIVE THE WAY YOU DOTHE TRUTH HAS NOT COME A CROSS TO YOUYOU DO NOT SEE THE OTHER SIDETHE PAIN THE FEAR OF NOT KNOWINGWONDER IF YOU WILL DIE OR HURT YOURSELFWONDERING IF HE WILL RAISE A HAND OUT OF RAGEYOU WANT YOUR LIFE SO YOU CAN HAVE ITI WILL NO LONGER BE THEIR TO PICK UP THE PIECES YOU WILL HAVE TO SIMPLY FIGURE IT OUTI AM SORRY I NEED TO DO THIS I HAVE TO CHECK OUTTHE SAD PART OF THIS STORY I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE MY ANGELI ONLY WANTED TO PROTECT YOU FROM ALL THE HURT I HAVE BEEN THEIR SEVERAL TIMESI SPEAK FROM AGE AND FROM WISDOM I KNOW FROM FIRST HAND WHAT IT IS LIKETO FEEL NOT WORTHLY OF LIFETO FEEL AS IF I HAD FAILEDTO HOLD ON TO WHAT SEEMS SOME WHAT RIGHT TO BE RIPE A PART FROM HEAD TO TOETHEN THEY ARE SO VERY SORRYI FUCK UP WHAT AN ASS I AMSAME OLD LINES DIFFERENT DAY BOTTOM LINE THEY ALL ARE MERELY LIES THEY HAVE CONTROLDAYS GO BYE SEEMS SO RIGHT THEN IT BACK IN CONTROLTHEY SIMPLY LIKE TO RUN THE SHOWTHEY MAKE THE PROMISE I WILL CHANGE THEN  ALL OF SUDDEN SOMEONE ELSES FAULTTHEY SIMPLY MAKE EXCUSES WHAT WAS DONEYOU MADED ME DO IT THEY HATE MY WHAT A SONGI BLACKED OUT FROM THE RAGE WHAT A COP OUT SO NOW THAT I SAID MY PEACE IT TIME TO GOTHE ONLY THING I HAVE TO SAYI WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY DIEING DAY