lost

Wendy pasted away on good friday so its been 22 days .I am so lost without her I gave up my whole life to be with her and after we both had already had to go through this before this time in our life should be our happy ending .I miss her so much and sometimes I feel she was the better person who did good things for others and  a lot more people love her .I feel I dont really have anyone that loves me anymore so I should be the one taken not her .