Lost

Today is probably one of the hardest days. My husband left last Thursday after a fight we had and has not come home since. He FaceTimes my 5 year old and talks to her like he is super dad which he isn’t. We have a 2 month old also. Things have been rough for a little bit but he completely just snapped and left. I have tried to work it out and asked him to do counseling and come home to work things out but he won’t. He told me that he’s selling the hows and I have to figure out what I’m going to do with the kids and where we are going too go. We recently traded my truck in for a bigger family vehicle for the kids to be safe and he took that so he left me with a little car which was for him to travel back and forth from work. I have nothing in my name because I’m a stay at home mom no I come so I’m screwed and he knows that. He is taking everything and just walking away and acting like such a jerk I don’t even know him. I am completely lost and I’m trying to hold it all together for my girls but I’m losing hope. Today my daughter is at school and I lost it fell to the ground and just balled my eyes out and didn’t want to get up. If it wasn’t for my girls I don’t know if I would still be here. I’m lost and just want him to work it out but he already did the papers and said to get it through my head it’s over. I give up I can’t live life like this without him and I feel awful inside. I just want it to go back to us and be happy again.