Loss forever.

I feel so lonely since my grandbaby died. I feel angry, hurt, and the hate I have for the world. This week will be 3 weeks since her death. Her grandmother died with her. Senseless fire which shouldn't have happened. We all were starting be a new family. I don't understand why. Why? Why? Such a beautiful baby and mother in law. I don't know if I will be completely happy again. Worse tradegy of my life.