Losing my ambition.
I have had a bad summer business wise and the bills arem piling up. That, plus we had some unexpected bills as well. My dog had a seizure the other day and I thought I was going to lose her but she is ok today.
All these things seem to zap the energy from me. Like the old saying when it rains, it pours. I wasn't sure if I even wanted to run this morning. It took me about 2 hours to make up my mind. Finally, I went and I did about 2 miles. A little slow but ahhh what the hell. I prayed the whole time and I told my Higher Power He seems to be letting me down a little. I knew that there would be a few valleys so that we could appreciate the peaks but I didn't realize the valley would be like the Grand Canyon.
Anyway enough venting for one day. I hope things improve soon. Love to all my friends.
All these things seem to zap the energy from me. Like the old saying when it rains, it pours. I wasn't sure if I even wanted to run this morning. It took me about 2 hours to make up my mind. Finally, I went and I did about 2 miles. A little slow but ahhh what the hell. I prayed the whole time and I told my Higher Power He seems to be letting me down a little. I knew that there would be a few valleys so that we could appreciate the peaks but I didn't realize the valley would be like the Grand Canyon.
Anyway enough venting for one day. I hope things improve soon. Love to all my friends.
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You\'re in my prayers Bob! Hope things get better soon. Your entry made me think of all that\'s happened to us over the summer so far. So I\'ll make an entry when I read yours I had to read twice I thought it sounded so familiar.
When the trying gets tough, don\'t quit trying... Sometimes it really is a tough climb to the top. Take care. Love, prayers, and hugs, Sharon
Wishing you patience , courage and love and with your Higher Power\'s guidance, the strength and good fortune to climb out of that canyon to a much better position in life\'s journey. You can do it! Truly your friend, BarbaraWawa